Where Am I?

These days are almost always blurred together. I can’t say they are bad, but they feel more difficult. There is two months left and I know that. I also know that because there is two months left, I need to be doing everything I can to finish well. I can’t say things aren’t going well, because they are.

In the last two months Ashlyn and I have been stressing to our disciple Ima to share the Gospel and share his testimony, but we could never seem to break through. Then last Saturday happened where Ashlyn and I found out that he had shared the Gospel with someone and guess what… GOD CAME THROUGH. No surprise there, but Ima saw his friend come to know the Lord and wow. I know the Lord has his timing and I had to repent for getting impatient. Well then the next week, we went all around Ima’s zone(town), and evangelized and invited people to Ima’s new house church he is going to start! This is nothing short of a miracle.

This last Thursday we did the exact same thing with Christian, a disciple of Matthias and I. He will be starting a house church this upcoming Thursday.

God is still coming through in some insane ways, but for some reason its felt like I’ve hit a wall. This next month is about to crazy and I know that if I don’t find a way to start feeling more connected to Christ I don’t know if I’ll make it. First things first, I need to start making more time in the mornings for Him. Thats where my day starts. I also need prayer for my heart as it pertains to my team. I’ve really struggled to feel connected to my team. Nothing is wrong with our relationships but things have just felt off. The things I used to get excited about no longer excite me. The things that used to bother me don’t bother me as much. Honestly, I have no idea whats wrong but I just feel off.

Side note: Normally I don’t write about what I did Monday but this is noteworthy. Me and the guys planned to go to Tarrafal, a beautiful beach on our island, this morning. First thing was we left about an hour late, which its never good to start a day late. Second, the radiator blew because there was no water. So, we wait for a tow truck for about an hour. The tow truck arrives, loads the car and we all get in. By then about another hour had gone by. To give you a timeline. We planned to leave at 8am, actually left at 9am. Broke down at 10, got help and left at about 11:30am. Now heres the funny part. About 25 minutes after we leave with the tow truck two of the tires on the truck pop… yes we just broke down on a tow truck after just breaking down. Well our original plan was to wait on the guy to fix his truck and then leave but it took about 3 hours for the man to not actually fix it. We decided it was best we all just get in a Hiace, a popular car here thats basically like a big taxi, and go home. We all arrived home right about 3pm and wow I am really tired!

Please be praying for our team and that we finish strong!


One thought on “Where Am I?

  1. I hate to hear of your struggles. Just remember that when God is really working in you and through you, Satan will try to bring you down. Don’t let him steal your joy. Praying for you to regain momentum and joy. You are such an inspiration to so many…including me.


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